Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Chapter 4: Transition Through Time (2013)

Summary: An investigation on the boundaries of life; a journey to explore and fully understand life.

Transition Through Time - (September - October 2013, Completed) Breaking the barriers of space, time, and life itself.

Transition Through Time (Verse I) (Poem, Life) October 2nd 2013 - Completed
- An attempt to collapse time and life into fragments in order to understand them.
Transition Through Time (Verse II) - Observation (Poem, Life) October 18th 2013 - Completed
- A direct observation of life and death. A reminiscence of the past, a past of fantasy.

Lives in Transition (Poem, Life, Romance) September 29th 2013 - Completed
- Finally understanding true love.

Trance - (October - November 2013, Completed) A state where my mind is shut off from reality, and immerses itself into a world of words and fantasy; a state of temporary trance.

Trance (Poem, Etc.) October 30th 2013 - Completed
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Trance II (Poem, Etc.) November 15th 2013 - Completed
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Stories:
Tyrant Eliza (Short Story, Fantasy, Horror) December 2011 - November 10th 2013 - Completed
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Proses:

A Journey Through Humanity (Prose, Life) May 30th 2013 - Completed
- Simplicity defines life, it is that simple. Our lives aren't simple, however.

Indecipherable III--A Short Time (Prose, Etc.) June 6th 2013 - Completed
- An attempt to analyze a particular chapter of life itself--falsely interpreted; forever indecipherable.

A Short Letter (Prose, Family) June 27th 2013 - Completed
- The barrier separating parental love and child abuse is thinner than you think.

Poems:

Impact (Poem, Pride) March 15th 2013 - Completed
- How far will pride corrupt a person?

Chimera and Me (Poem, Friendship) March 25th 2013 - Completed
- What does it mean to deem one a "friend"?

Masquerade
The Last Chorus
(Poem, Identity) March 27/28th 2013 - Completed
- How far can one hide his or her identity to avoid being called "fake" or "unreal"?

Stoned (Poem, Etc.) June 2nd 2013 - Completed
- People are intolerant beings--this is a fact that all of us must understand.

The Crawl (Poem, Fear) September 13th 2013 - Completed
- How much can a false sense of fear and paranoia affect one's life?

Kill (Poem, Greed) September 24th 2013 - Completed
- How far past the limits will a person exceed due to his or her own greed?

Suicide (Poem,

Binding Darkness (Verse II) (Poem,

Chapter 3: Wandering into the Sunset (2012-2013)

Summary: After escaping from the clutches of my shadows, I realized that I was lost again, this time in cold hard reality.

The Wanderer's Poem (Poem, Love, Belief) April 12th 2013 - Completed
- The final poem in the chapter. The conclusion of my mindless wandering through reality.

Stories:

The Last Christmas
(Fictional Short Story, Christmas, Horror) December 24th-25th 2012 - Completed
- The sequel of Christmas Wishes. Reality is violent and bloody, and she had nowhere to run to, other than God.

Blackout (Short Story, Thriller) November 6th 2012 / Revised on March 22nd 2013 - Completed
- Written for my SPM English Essay. Reality is hard to accept, therefore, lies were spontaneously created to overcome it. Also, people died because of it.

Poems:

The Winds of Sorrow (Poem, Friendship) December 12th 2012 - Completed
- Time flew by too fast; my high school period was over, and I lost direction.

The Lost Pearl (Poem, Love) December 15th-17th 2012 - Completed
- Reliving the start of my life with her.

Echoes of The End (Poem, Social Issues) December 21st 2012 - Completed
- Mankind is lost in their clouds of greed and pride; the end is nigh.

Chivalrous Personification
(Poem, Life) December 23th 2012 - Completed
- A poem that summarized everything in my shadowed life.

Corners (Poem, Friendship) February 28th 2013- Completed
- Cornered, battered by my so-called "friend".

Death by Irony (Poem, Love) March 11th 2013 - Completed
- Lost in the chains of romance.

Chapter 2: Shivering Shadows (2012)

Summary: The most perilous moment of my life, expressed within the boundaries of a handful of poems. The longest chapter so far.

Stories:
Sleep (Poetic Short Story, Fantasy) July 13th 2012 - Completed
- I wish that I could sleep past the fear of my own shadows.

Poems:

Shivering Shadows - (March - November 2012, Completed) The turbulence and disorientation of my dark side.

Shivering Shadows (Poem, Experimental, Etc.) March 8th 2012 - Completed
- Insanity shall only redeem insanity. Sin shall only understand sin. Innocence shall only compromise innocence. This is life.
Shivering Shadows II (Poem, Betrayal) May 23th 2012 - Completed
- I shall never give up, even if the world betrays me.

Shivering Shadows III (Poem, Love) June 21st 2012 - Completed
- Life as an insignificant being.
Shivering Shadows IV (Poem, Hate) July - September 15th 2012 - Completed
- The fear of my own shadows will end soon.
Shivering Shadows - Light (Poem, Hope) September 20th 2012 - Completed
- A poem filled with false hope.
Shivering Shadows - Dark (Poem, Despair) October 4th 2012 - Completed
- A poem filled with unanswered questions, unfulfilled requests, undermined effort.
Shivering Shadows - End (Poem, Life) November 5th - 11th 2012 - Completed
- The final part of this unfaithful chapter.


Judged (Experimental Poem, Life) February 25th 2012 - Completed
- Looks never meant anything; society simply overestimated it.

Fallout (Poem, Friendship, Life) April 18th 2012 - Completed
- Friendship is a sensitive need. Comprehend that.

Silence (Poem, Family) April 21st 2012 - Completed
- Do not and never underestimate my abilities.

What We Seek (Poem, Politics) May 1st 2012 - Completed
- Do not and never ignore our pleads and cries.

Disregard (Poem, Betrayal) May 9th 2012 - Completed
- None will betray my shadows.

False Serenade (Poem, Regret) May 19th 2012 - Completed
- A poem flooded with lies.

Human (Poem, Life) May 31st 2012 - Completed
- Such equality, misunderstood by the majority.

Glass (Poem, Life) June 18th 2012 - Completed
- My heart is fragile.

Melt (Poem, Dignity) June 25th 2012 - Completed
- Why fear me when I'm just a mere human?

Binding Darkness (Poem, Life) August 5th 2012 - Completed
- Trapped in fear and hatred, or trapping in fear and hatred?

Malignant Shell (Poem, Despair) September 25th-27th 2012 - Completed
- Just hiding inside my shell, watching people walk away.

Chapter 1: Looming Fantasy (2011-2012)

Summary: Experience about being lost inside hordes of fantasies that arched over me from day to day.

Stories:

Duodecim (Short Story, War, Science Fiction) April 2011 - Completed
- Inspired by the Linkin Park song, "Robot Boy". A metaphor of society's cruelty; emotions were devoid, as "he was nothing but a mere robot".

Poems:

Chained I / Chained II (Poem, Romance) November 3rd - 4th 2011 - Completed
- A false pretense of love from another perspective; a pitiful sight indeed.

Toxic I / Toxic II (Poem, Family) December 29th 2011 / January 3rd 2012 - Completed
- A dissatisfaction of my past family life; an unachievable, disastrous fantasy.

Lost (Poem, Love) Mid-2011 - February 29th 2012 - Completed
- The true meaning of being "lost" inside one's own fantasy; my past love life itself was a huge deceitful fantasy.

Christmas Wishes (Poem, Christmas) December 24th 2011 - Completed
- She was an enthusiastic young lady, but her only dream was to smile, once. Her love and her innocence, granted by God, proved to be major stepping stone.

Indecipherable / Indecipherable II (Poem, Etc.) October 26th 2011 / February 29th 2012 - Completed
- Trying to decipher a fantasy that never existed.

Misunderstood (Poem, Trust) March 15th 2012 - Completed
- Taking refuge in a shelter, freely provided by the One who understood everything--God.